Thursday, December 16, 2010

16 Nov 2010 - 16 Dec 2010

Today is 16 December 2010, midnight. It's exactly a month since the day I heard that statement on 16 November 2010. For a month, I really didn't get any news about ... I felt worry and I am care, but I got no way to express it. I am afraid to express it. One side of me told me that I should go for it, so someday I won't feel regret that I didn't give a try. Another side of me, told me not to do so for my own goodness. I don't know what to do. I am out of idea.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Monday, December 13, 2010

My VERY SHORT conversation with Mommy

Yesterday, Sunday 12 Dec 2010, me and 2nd sister and mommy out to shop. I queued so long to get JUST 1 BUTTER HONEY WAFFLE..ONLY ONE. Got the waffle then I head to find mom and 2nd sis, saw they packed KFC. I direct stood next to mom while holding my waffle. Mom questioned me:

Mom: "How many waffle you bought?"
Me: "Just 1"
Mom: "for you? or for ah bum?"
Me: "I share with ah bum"
Mom: (look at me a while and smile)

This is a very short conversation but makes me miss my family and feel that ah bum is also taking an important part of the family. ^^

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Worry, I am so worry...

I am so worry today. My heartbeat is almost stopped. Looking at Bum Bum sick like this, I really confuse. I tried my best to get him well, but he still looks so tired and more tired. Since 2am on Friday, 10 Dec 2010, when I noticed he got bladder, I start to feel worry until now.

Saturday 11 Dec 2010, he was recovering and I took him for a walk outside his home. He was so happy running freely around my TV room. Looking at him so happy, cheerful, I am so happy. But at night, again, I noticed his tail is wet and bladder too. Tried to give him his own antibiotic from his vet, but his condition was still the same until now.

I tried to stop worrying and cheer him. But I can't, the fact that I still worry and keep on worrying about him.

Been almost 2 years with me is not a short journey for me and I can't lose him. I love him too much and I want everybody knows this. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, I LOVE BUM BUM VERY MUCH. His birthday is on 26 December 2010...I always note this date...and still remember we celebrate his birthday on 26 December 2009 with Hello Panda Strawberry Cookies.

He has lost his appetite. I tried to buy his favorite plain bread, but he is rejecting it. He should not consume too much corn due to his hair loss problem, but I got no choice I still give him corn, wishing him consume a little bit of food so his stomach is not empty. He is still rejecting the corn. I really lost idea, no more idea about next step I should take to get him back to a healthy and cheerful hamster.

It's so pain to see him like this. MIRACLE...I really need this happens to Bum Bum now, keep on hoping that he will recovers soon and very soon.

Friday, December 10, 2010

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