16 Nov 2010 - 16 Dec 2010

Today is 16 December 2010, midnight. It's exactly a month since the day I heard that statement on 16 November 2010. For a month, I really didn't get any news about ... I felt worry and I am care, but I got no way to express it. I am afraid to express it. One side of me told me that I should go for it, so someday I won't feel regret that I didn't give a try. Another side of me, told me not to do so for my own goodness. I don't know what to do. I am out of idea.